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Actually... [Oct. 24th, 2009|05:17 pm]
Toshi's (XJAPAN) Blog

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[hideincarnate]
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I'm sorry to have made you worry.

Now, I have intercostal neuralgia,
so I am resting.

Since 10 years ago, and even now,
there are vicious lawyers and,
vicious stalkers who support such bastards, and malignant reporters
and malignant people who get close to you for the sole purpose and interest of fabricating stories,
fabricating terrible lies,
bashing you in the press.
My precious wife, WANKU,
and my important friends, and the children suffer terribly.
My intercostal neuralgia came about from such severity.


Even at the court, they believe such vicious people's lies and falsehoods,
and an odd judicial decision is delivered; it's too cruel.
Is it alright to overlook such injustice?


The other day I went to a trial but,
my friends,
I saw face to face with how terribly they suffer.
Such cruelty, such harshness;
It was then that my chest started to hurt.


To use the press as a battlefield,
fabricating every lie possible and wagging war with them.
I will never forgive such vicious bastards.


Everyone, I am very sorry I was unable to go to you with love.


Even though I made you worry,
I will rest and surely go to you with love.


Until then, please wait for me.

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Intercostal neuralgia is pain affecting the nerves which emerge from the spinal cord and run along the spaces between the ribs to the front of the body. This form of neuralgia affects the left side more than the right, is much more common in women than in men, and occurs generally in enfeebled states of health. It might be mistaken for pleurisy or some inflammatory affection of the lungs; but the absence of any chest symptoms, its occurrence independently of the acts of respiration, and other considerations well establish the distinction. The specially painful points are chiefly at the commencement of the nerve as it issues from the spinal canal, and at the extremities towards the front of the body, where it breaks up into filaments which ramify in the skin. This form of neuralgia is occasionally the precursor of an attack of shingles (Herpes zoster) as well as a result of it.

Neuralgia is a term used to express a pain of varying character in the course of a nerve or its branches, in which there is no structural change. The pain is intermittent or remittent in character, and tends to shift from place to place. There are frequently painful points (points douloureux) in the course of the nerve. Intercostal neuralgia is a common form ofi neuralgia, especially in anemic and hysterical women, the middle intercostal nerves of the left side suffering more frequently than the right. There is commonly a dull pain, with paroxysms of a stabbing character at intervals. Painful points are located under the angle of the scapula, beside the vertebra, and at the middle of the ribs. Expansion of the chest increases the pain; hence respiration is shallow. Clinical manifestations of this disease are frequent pains in one or several intercostal spaces, sometimes with a belt-like distribution. The pain, which is distributed along the costal region, is intensified with coughing or deep breathing, and is characterized by a sharp pricking or electric shock sensation. In severe cases the pain may radiate to the lumbo-dorsal region of the affected side, with hyperesthesia of the skin of the corresponding area and tenderness on pressure at the borders of the ribs.

I haven't heard of any trials involving Toshi himself lately, so I think he attended the trial of a friend or friends. If any of you have heard about it, let me know.
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From: greeding_ruler
2009-10-25 09:09 am (UTC)
Damn... Poor thing.
I hope he finds his kiai back soon!!
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[User Picture]From: hideincarnate
2009-10-25 09:19 am (UTC)
Me too.
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[User Picture]From: hideincarnate
2009-10-25 09:32 am (UTC)
I don't know the details myself. I just know what I translated. Sorry. =(
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[User Picture]From: ljmoony
2009-10-25 12:12 pm (UTC)
Daaah! how horrible. Poor thing.
I hope he can get better soon! ;___;

GO, TOSHI, GO! ♥
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[User Picture]From: hideincarnate
2009-10-26 10:26 am (UTC)
I hope he does too.
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[User Picture]From: xjapan_ru
2009-10-25 03:35 pm (UTC)
I'm not sure but this article http://www.pjnews.net/news/533/20091020_5 has something about trial
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[User Picture]From: hideincarnate
2009-10-26 11:12 am (UTC)
It's just a gossip article.
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[User Picture]From: morbidprose
2009-10-25 05:23 pm (UTC)
ouch! poor Toshi sama! that sounds painful. I don't understand half of those medical terms but it sounds really painful. hope he gets better soon.
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[User Picture]From: hideincarnate
2009-10-26 10:27 am (UTC)
I hope he gets better soon too.
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[User Picture]From: dianne_djrjys
2009-10-25 06:44 pm (UTC)
Poor Toshi T^T I hope he will get better soon >_<

uhm Jess, can you translate the article from the link sonnyracer posted please...? I really curious about what happened to him >_< ...
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[User Picture]From: hideincarnate
2009-10-26 11:14 am (UTC)
Me too.

That article is just another gossip column. Apparently, he is turning into Tom Cruise because the pianist he played with believes in Scientology. It doesn't mention any recent trials but brings up trials of the past and such. It's nothing to be worried about or interested in.
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[User Picture]From: hollywood666
2009-10-25 07:04 pm (UTC)
Huh, wow. I'm really sorry to hear about Toshi's condition, especially since (while I know no more about this than what you posted here) this sounds like something that could potentially affect him as a singer, if certain types of breathing are painful for him.

Any word on how long he's had this or whether it's treatable? This is the first time it's been announced, isn't it?

Sincere best wishes to him.
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[User Picture]From: hideincarnate
2009-10-26 10:30 am (UTC)
Yeah, I had to look it up and I was like "..what?"

As far as I know, this is the first time it's been announced. I think it's a recent thing. It seems to be treatable, though I forget what the treatments were.
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[User Picture]From: juno42
2009-10-26 02:20 am (UTC)
That sounds like the kind of pain I had for a year before they figured out it was a gall bladder issue. Hm.

Bloody )*^&^$#*&^!!! tabloids....GRRRRRR! I've had a burning hatred for them since fourth grade!
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[User Picture]From: hideincarnate
2009-10-26 10:27 am (UTC)
The tabloids are indeed not cool. =(
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[User Picture]From: toshihayashi
2010-01-17 12:52 am (UTC)

trials and so on

(Have to say I'm german, so I hope my english it's all correct)
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It's about ten years ago, that Toshi and the whole 'group' of MASAYA (at this point, everyone things about a 'cult') was delated they have to do with some kind of slave trade, prostitution and child maltreatment. They have trials at this time, but they became free, because they haven't done anything. Now, he and his wife are indicted for the child maltreatment again- I understand in this way. And If you want to kill a person in the public, you only have to scatter a rumor of child maltreatment. So I thing he's done with his nerves. And Toshi are so sensitiv... and sensual. It has to come.
I think it's because he becomes famous again with X AND because of the 12 year old drummer he involved in T-EARTH. Hey such a poor poor thing, because Toshi always want own Children and he loves kids so much, so i can't really believe that he had done something like this!!!
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[User Picture]From: hideincarnate
2010-01-17 10:29 am (UTC)

Re: trials and so on

(There's some mistakes, but it's alright I understood you. I like your icon!)

Thanks for the information!
I am with you in thinking that Toshi would never do anything to harm children. He really likes them and if his wife did not have the genital complications she has, they would probably have a few of their own by now.
There is still no word on if he has made a full recovery or not but since he recently did work with X Japan on some PVs, I am going to assume his health is somewhat restored.
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[User Picture]From: toshihayashi
2010-01-17 11:14 am (UTC)

Re: trials and so on

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What?? which genital complications? O.o
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[User Picture]From: hideincarnate
2010-01-17 12:49 pm (UTC)

Re: trials and so on

She apparently has a condition where benign tumors grow in her uterus. Rather large ones. That require surgical removal.

But I have just updated the Toshi community with some important information so now I am not sure I can believe her or not.
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[User Picture]From: toshihayashi
2010-01-17 01:01 pm (UTC)

Re: trials and so on

Tumors???
She have had cancer? O____O

So you mean...she has a total-operation and no longer an uterus????


ah...which Toshi community to you mean? I want to join!
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[User Picture]From: hideincarnate
2010-01-17 01:22 pm (UTC)

Re: trials and so on

No, it wasn't cancer but...some other condition. I forget the name...started with an "m".

She had operations performed on her uterus to remove the tumors - if she still has one or not I do not know.

This one: http://community.livejournal.com/love_dynamics/profile
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[User Picture]From: toshihayashi
2010-01-17 02:10 pm (UTC)

Re: trials and so on

ah... okay. Yay, I have found the community and read the entry. But... it's weird if it's the truth. Because... I always said, that so many signgs speak about an fake marriage. Now see...

- Toshi and Kaori never wears a weeding ring. Both of them.
- Kaori never took the name of Toshi... she always named 'Moritani'
and so on....

ah, see- you seemed to now a littkle bit more. Did you now, how Kaoris Dog is named? The little white one?
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[User Picture]From: toshihayashi
2010-01-17 02:36 pm (UTC)

Re: trials and so on

edit: have seen already that is it not here's XD
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[User Picture]From: hideincarnate
2010-01-21 12:45 pm (UTC)

Re: trials and so on

The dog actually isn't hers. Not as far as I know anyway.
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